Well, January is already almost finished, and February’s right around the corner—so today, I thought it’d be useful to reflect over the last month, analyzing how successful I was with certain goals, sharing any obstacles I encountered along the way, and projecting a plan forward into the new month. As I declared January 1st, this year is my fresh start, and each day, I strive to achieve my best life possible. Some days are, of course, better than others, but I’m feeling more inspired than ever!
An important part of all metamorphoses is to analyze one’s successes and failures, not only to praise oneself for the former and to thus encourage continuing positive behaviours, but also to recall which strategies worked and which did not. So, without further ado . . .
1) Cut back on sugar & use natural sweeteners ONLY.
Check! And boy, am I glad I was able to escape the vicious sugar cycle of the holiday season! I cleaned out my pantry, too, keeping only the agave nectar, brown rice and maple syrups, liquid stevia, and organic evaporated cane juice. I haven’t baked any sweets lately, which also really helps eliminate temptation.
February Goal(s): Find a sugar-free vanilla extract. Begin making my own stevia-sweetened chocolate.
2) Eat more greens.
Check! Last year, for whatever reason, raw veggies and I weren’t getting along . . . then, suddenly, I rediscovered the joys of salad beasts and have been chowing down on one everyday for lunch. Wow! My energy levels have skyrocketed noticeably—I wake up at 7 AM and don’t feel tired until midnight or later (though I do force myself to go to bed around 11). I only wish I could regularly get my hands on some organic kale, which leads me to my next point . . .
3) Purchase only ORGANIC products.
I succeeded here, but it hasn’t been easy, let me tell you. There aren’t a lot of options where I live, just the basics, especially for produce—for veggies, onions, spinach, carrots, celery, broccoli, and cauliflower; for fruits, apples, oranges, and bananas. Occasionally some mushrooms, grapefruit, and avocadoes. It’s very frustrating at times, and I yearn for more variety, but when I once questioned this goal a couple weeks ago, tempted by some non-organic red beets on sale, I reminded myself of the horrors of pesticides . . . enough said.
4) Drink tea daily.
Almost! There were only a couple of days when I didn’t, and that was more because I was so busy that I was out of the house from 8 AM until 8 PM, which happens occasionally.
February Goal(s): Stock up on tea (I’m running low), and seek out those which are considered highest in antioxidants. Purchase a BPA-free to-go container so I can take hot tea with me to class.
5) Each more whole grains rather than bread and/or crackers.
I learned an important lesson with this. There was a week period when I was soooooooo busy with class that I was basically eating 4 oz. of my homemade wholegrain bread everyday, and by the end of that week, well, I was pretty constipated, plain and simple. I’d noticed this in the past, too, when I consume more flours than grains, but I was never sure if another variable could be blamed; this experience merely confirmed my suspicions, so now, I’m limiting my bread intake and gettin’ it on with groovy grains again.
February Goal(s): Learn how to make sprouted grain bread.
6) Focus on intuitive eating.
I had my good and bad days with this. For 3 weeks, I did great—I discovered that I really prefer 3 square meals per day plus 1 small snack if necessary, rather than constant snacking. Then, early last week, the stress of everything finally got under my skin, and I broke down and binged. For several days after, I was soooooooo depressed and disappointed in myself. I felt I had failed in achieving the “fresh start” I had so desperately wanted and needed. After 4 days of moping around, my wonderful husband knocked some sense into me:
“You can’t just assume that last year’s problems would magically disappear with the beginning of a new year—your baggage will come with you if you don’t sort it out properly, and even so, you’re going to slip up every once in a while. You’re not perfect.”
I couldn’t have said it better myself.

I'm a very lucky lady. <3
What I learned from this is that stress is my predominant trigger. As long as I remain calm and manage my stress effectively, I can sharply reduce the probability of binging.
February Goal(s): Continue working on intuitive eating. Release my old fears about feeling hungry/waking up in the middle of the night starving. Find methods that will reduce my stress levels, or when stress hits and I feel desperate, step away from the peanut butter and get outta the house!
Additional Experiences
1) Gosh, do I LOVE being vegan!
Why? Because my body, mind, and soul feel great eschewing animal products! I recently attended a party, where I chose to partake of a sweet potato casserole that, lo and behold, contained some butter . . . and boy, did I feel ill almost immediately after eating it! Stomach cramps, nausea, acidic tummy, the whole shebang. Next time, I’ll inquire more carefully about ingredients.
2) Due to a history of breast cancer in my family, I’ve decided to replace soymilk with almond milk . . . homemade almond milk, to be specific. It’s delicious and very cost effective since I can currently buy bulk organic almonds for $4.99/pound. For anyone interested, I used this tutorial.
February Goal(s): Consume soy less frequently, relying more on beans, grains, nuts, and seeds for plant-based proteins.
3) I’ve also successfully brewed my first batch of kombucha, a dream come true! I used chai tea for the flavour, and I named my starter scoby Toby and his first baby, Moby. So exciting and sooooooo much cheaper than store-bought kombucha. The carbonation was a little lacking, but I’m looking into that . . . oh, and again for anyone interested, here’s the tutorial. Gosh, Sayward is amazing, isn’t she?

Before.

After. And don't you just love how pretty GT's/Synergy's bottles are? One reason I saved them . . . but also perfect for my own brew now!
Question: How have you been doing with your resolutions? What did you achieve, and what do you hope to continue pursuing next month?